I cannot believe it has been so long since I posted anything here. My poor little blog has collected so much dust! I just thought I would stop by and say a quick hello. Life has become so crazy I don't feel like I have time to do anything.
As I mentioned before I have started my EMT course. It has become very overwhelming for me. I have my exams in just 4 weeks and I do not feel ready at ALL! My stress level has shot right up. I know if God has called you to something He will bring you through it. I am trying my best to remember that.
I am not a big fan of my instructors. I do not feel they have prepared us for the exam. I cannot put my finger on any one certain reason. But this has added greatly to my stress level. Sadly, I am not easy to live with recently. I feel like I am setting myself up to fail.
I no long have time to do the things I loved. Cooking, photography, blogging, working out and oh so much more. I have become a shell of someone who just studies all the time. Last week I was questioning my calling into EMS.
Then last week I started my training with the agency I will be riding with. I quickly realized THIS was exactly where God wanted me to be. Helping a person in their time of need. So I decided that I will take it one day at a time, one exam at a time. I would appreciate prayers for me (and my poor family) as I prepare for these exams. My first exam is August 15. This one is a hands on skills exam. The written exam is August 22.