As I mentioned before I have started my EMT course. It has become very overwhelming for me. I have my exams in just 4 weeks and I do not feel ready at ALL! My stress level has shot right up. I know if God has called you to something He will bring you through it. I am trying my best to remember that.
I am not a big fan of my instructors. I do not feel they have prepared us for the exam. I cannot put my finger on any one certain reason. But this has added greatly to my stress level. Sadly, I am not easy to live with recently. I feel like I am setting myself up to fail.
I no long have time to do the things I loved. Cooking, photography, blogging, working out and oh so much more. I have become a shell of someone who just studies all the time. Last week I was questioning my calling into EMS.
Then last week I started my training with the agency I will be riding with. I quickly realized THIS was exactly where God wanted me to be. Helping a person in their time of need. So I decided that I will take it one day at a time, one exam at a time. I would appreciate prayers for me (and my poor family) as I prepare for these exams. My first exam is August 15. This one is a hands on skills exam. The written exam is August 22.
3 comments:
I can totally understand how things have changed for all of you. Will send up a prayer. Hugs.
God bless you all, Jenn. Remember, Christ is with you each step of the way. Do your best! You all will be in my thoughts and prayers.
So much going on for you right now! Praying for you.
Renee’ 2 Peas in a Pod
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