Satan has been putting in my head that God is doing this to me. He wants me to feel bad about things, even angry! I know God isn't doing this to me, he is allowing it to make me grow. I have so many more medical tests to go through this week. Sunday in Church I sat there and cried almost the whole service. I am not one to show my emotions in front of people. Every time someone asked me how I was doing I lost it again. I am SO discouraged about things.
I am SO thankful for a very caring and wonderful Church family. Everyone there is so loving. It is our family. Sunday our Pastor asked us to name a blessing in our lives. Since I was on a one way pitty party street I couldn't name any at the time.
I have a lot of blessings:
- Christ as my Savior,
- a wonderful Husband who walks with Christ,
- 3 children who also walk with Christ,
- the health of my family,
- healing of my back,
- a warm home, a simple life.
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
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