I apologize if this post is somewhat unorganized. This is just me talking through my very raw emotions.
I mentioned in my post yesterday about the incident with my son. This has been such a difficult week. I know God is in control, honestly I do. This world is full of evil. I get that! But why does that evil have to knock at our door time and time again.
God tells us in Hebrews 13:6 that He is our helper and we should not fear what man can do to us. I read that and know exactly what it means. But... everyday for the past week all I have is fear building up inside of me.
I know God is always with us. But...all I want to do is scream! I am tired of holding it all together because that is what I should do. What I want to do is become emotional, cry, scream and yell. Then today I read Psalm 7:11, "God is a just judge, And God is angry with the wicked everyday."
I know I need to give this all to God. But...all I want to do is take matters into my own hands. Then I read Psalm 18:30, "As for God, His way is perfect; The word of the Lord is proven; His shield to all who trust in Him."
Thank you for listening. I'm going to go find something to do so I can get my mind off of things. What Scripture do you read when you are seeking comfort?